At My Darkest🖤

Lost.

Unmotivated.

Discouraged.

Lonely.

Restless.

I am pretty sure some of you can relate...

This is who I am right now.,.

Heart breaking...

LIVING BUT NOT ALIVE,.

For the past few days, weeks, actually even months I feel so empty

But with everything I am and have right now I shouldn’t feel this way...

I wonder, why all of a sudden Im in this mess...

I tried and am still trying to shake it all off,

but nothing changed. At the end of the day, I find myself at a very dark corner trying to figure something out to escape.

Coz

I might not be able to survive if I keep being like this..

But

I just can’t help it...

My thoughts

My Feeling

Are all over the place and I struggle to find my way back when I first started this journey.

Soo frustrating...

Im fully aware that this may be just a phase I have to go through to be stronger

But

Its taking all my strength away

Help 💔

Im at my limit again...

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People my look or act tough, but bear in mind that usually, most people who are like this are the most vulnerable too any kind of harm life can inflict on them...

Most time life is cruel...

being weak isn’t a flaw people should be ashamed of, coz you’re just being honest...

let it all out until you feel relieved

Hey its ok

Its gonna be ok

If not now, maybe some time soon